This morning I was having myself a good ol' pity party. A woe-is-me kinda party. And not even for anything even remotely glamorous or pity-worthy. But it was quite a doozie, none-the-less. Stupid, stupid girl...
Sue told me that every morning they wake up thanking God for one more day. Even though it's a day filled with doctor's appointments, radiation treatments, MORE medical bills, a dining room table full of medications, and decisions and talks that seem so foreign and wrong, it is a day - it's one more day.
One more day.
One more day with the man that she's been married to for 36 years.
One more day.
One more day with the father of her children. Her best friend. Her provider, protector and leader.
One more day.
She told me that she knows God has a purpose for this and that her hope is that no matter what, that He would be glorified through each and every moment of each and every day that they have left together.
One more day.
I'm having a GREAT day. It's a day that wasn't promised to me, but He gave it to me. Now it's my turn to give it back to Him. I need to choose to live this day for what it is - a gift from Him. No woe-is-me, no pity party, just pure joy because He's given me -
One more day.
(UPDATE: As of today, 10/23, Mr. Madden is still with us. He's still going through radiation, but there's been no change in the size and amount of the tumors. THANK YOU for your prayers!!)
That is so, so sad. How is he doing now?
ReplyDeleteAlice, just wanted you to know I'm reading you. My thinking is this: if you are trusting God and asking for Him to be in charge of your life, then there are no "coincidences". So if we are seeking God, do they feel that this "accident" that uncovered his brain tumors was a way to give them advance warning? I'm praying God will lead them and heal him in this illness. Just thinking out loud here.
ReplyDeleteHope you have a good week.
Hello! I'm visiting from Funky Junk Interiors. How is your friends husband? I can't imagine finding out you may live through the weekend. They seem to have such a great attitude about it.
ReplyDeletePrayers are powerful.
ReplyDeleteSending some for your friend and hope things work out for the best.